Self Portrait

Well. turns out my camera is unfixable.
Or, to be clearer, it's too expensive to fix so my mom wouldn't wanna fix it.
Bummer.
Hahaha.

I miss my blog so much.
I miss taking pictures so much.
I miss dressing up so much.

Hopefully I will find a way to buy a new camera real soon.

Meanwhile,
I took some self portrait pictures from my cell phone today.

Just treat the longing from my camera for a bit and a while. 

STYLE CRUSH : Ginnifer Goodwin

She is surely changing a lot.

She used to be the sweet and charming Hollywood actress with a simple style.

But now, she is edgier than ever.

Her style is now more modern and cooler from where I see.

Since she change her hair style and cut it even shorter, she just looks more comfortable with herself.

I just love her style now.
On the red carpet or on the street.
With the new sense of style, cool hair, and good acting, Ginnifer Goodwin is officially my new "Style Crush" this month.

The EDGY hair style +

 

All the pictures above taken from +

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 Ginnifer (left) with Kate Hudson +

Kiko Mizuhara is Uber Cute

Well, despite the rumor of the "on-off" relationship with G-Dragon from Bigbang,
(kindda makes me jealous in a way, but..haha..she is soo cute)
She is definitely a cute and stylish girl.
I love her simple yet cool style.
Oh, and the bob hair.
Waaay cute.
Just think she looks like Alexa Chung somehow.
You know, the effortlessly stylish kindda thing.
And she is so bubbly and funny too.

I like her.

Who Am I?

I am not Spider-man.
I wish I were.
At least I wanna have one kind of super power, whether it is being invisible or a time traveler.

Then, who the hell am I?
What do I wanna do?
Now?
Or, in life?
The future?

Who am I?
That's the thing I still can't figure out.
People at the same age of me, they already know what they want.
They want to be a singer, an actor, a fashion stylist, a comedian, a vet, a doctor, or just being a dreamer.
But me?
I'm stuck here inside my little bubble.
Confused.
Trying to figure out what exactly I WANT to do.

Right now, all I can feel is just a lot of pressure and negativity.
From me, from my shitty life, from Him that I should respect, from my own mind.
Just lonely and negative.
But, when it's time for me to get out of this bubble.
I can't and I won't.
It has a great power of sucking me back in.
Yeah.
That bubble.
Blame it to that bubble.
I am innocent.
The bubble did all wrong.

Fuck it.

I want to be a singer.
I want to be an actor.
I want to be a fashion stylist.
I want to be a vet.
I want to safe animals.
I want to be a sport journalist.
I want to be a dreamer forever.

FUCK IT.

I want it all.
Yeah, I want it all.
There.
I said it.
I wanna be just like those on the list.

I want to be free.
Just be free.

New Jessie J!!

New music video - Who's Laughing Now

(Hope I can sing this song to all the people who have doubts on me one day. Haha)

Highly Anticipated New Single - Domino

(Cool & light song with powerful voice from miss J. Really like it.)

Just Listen to Cameron Mitchell

He has an amazing voice.
Very clear, unique, and authentic.
Glad to hear someone in Youtube commented that he will be cast in Glee Season 3.
He deserves it, I guess.

Just listen to some of his works, okay.
It makes my day happier and more relax.
Hope it will give you guys the same effect too.

Just think his hair looks great shorter like in this "Clarity" video..

Damn, he was sooo good when he sang this song.

I'm Thirsty..But, Hey, We Meet Again!!

I am thirsty. Literally.
Haha.
Fasting here.
But, whatever..

Long time no see.
Long time no write.
Hahaha.
I said I would go back to my blog ASAP after I finished getting my degree.
But hey. I am a liar.
Hahaha.

The fact that I don't have a camera right now makes me sick.
Really. (Remember? I broke my camera. And still no fixing yet.)
I can't take any picture.
Yeah.
Really. Really Suck.
My mom promise she will buy a new camera for me.
But, it's not a cheap thing, right?
So, we currently saving our money to buy new camera here.
Hopefully I can buy it soon. Keep my fingers cross!!

But, on the bright side.
I got a very good score in my mini-thesis presentation. Yaaaay!!
Finally, it's finish. I am done. I get my degree.
Hahaha.

I am currently enjoying my 'no-work' self at home.
No job, no money, no boyfriend, no everything.
Just me, myself, and my cats.
Oh, and my laptop and internet.
Hahaha.

I haven't thought about my next step yet (I mean about finding a job).
Should think about it soon.
My mom keep pushing me.
Haha.
Thx mom.
I still think about taking a job in fashion field or journalism field.
I wanna be a fashion or sport journalist.
But, I'm thinking I really wanna take some short courses too, you know.
Like singing, dancing, or cooking.
Maybe in the future I can be a Chef. Haha.
Who knows I maybe can be a devilish partner for Che f Gordon Ramsey from Hell's Kitchen, hahaha. (No way. With my high blood pressure, I think I'm gonna die in there, ^^).

But hey,
at least I'm writing again.
That's a good sign.
Just wait patiently till I buy a new camera, okay??

Oh, and I am enjoying my off day with 2NE1 music beside me.
They are really cool.