Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Time to Get Back to Reality

The Off Month is officially O.V.E.R.
As I promised before, I have to move forward starting in July.
All of my friends have been in their internship since like a month ago.
Yet, I'm still here.
Sitting and laughing in front of my laptop.
Watching the Disney show that I downloaded last night.
(It's called Aaron Stone, by the way)

Thinking about that, my feeling is absolutely mixed up.
On my selfish side, I thought it's okay for me to lay low for a while.
You know, you don't always think about your career or the other stuff just to follow what OTHER PEOPLE DO.
I just wanna be free as a human being.
Without pressure or anything that the society wants me to do.
Internships and stuff are things that people want you to do.
If you do that, your CV would be great, and people think you are active, super talented, and really great potential person.

Nooo, you can't judge people from four pieces of paper!!!
Come on people!!!!
Sometimes I just feel sick about this rule.
If you don't work and just lay low at home, people around you will think you are USELESS and LAZY.
You don't wanna change your life and take chances they say.
But, I just wanna do what I like and I want people.
That's it.

(Reality Mode On)
But, on the other side.
On my "more sane" side.
You need to do something with your life.
You are 21 years old, for God sake.
Yet, you still haven't done anything for this world.
No, no.
The word "World" is just to big.
You still haven't done anything for your family.
At least making your mommy proud.
So, you can't always do what you want in this world.
You still have to deal with what people want.
What society wants you to do.
So, move your ass up.
Get on with your life.
Find that f*cking job.
And bring money back home.
You will be great.
You can write down that shitty shit in your CV.
Right under the "Working Experience" part.

Why life push us to do what we don't like.
Even though we're not happy.
Still we have to do it.

On the bright side.
I'm trying to do an interview tomorrow.
Hopefully, it will going well.

Forget about my confusing life.
I wanna share a happy side of my life.
Yes, my cats.
They make me happy.

My sister's laptop, an internet connection, and a glass of Coca Cola. make my day happy.

Hachi and Kwonnie. Always there when needed.


Their names are Noni (the only girl with the black spot on her nose and my fave), Poci (the only black), and the twins, Rebecca + Rebecco..


Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Laid Back

Green Bow Headband>> Some Bazaar, T-shirt>> Random, Black Pants>> Mum's
Gold Stiletto>> Cheap stuff, Bag>> From Tasikmalaya Handy craft

Ya ya ya..
I have nothing to do actually.
Well, it's been 3 weeks or so since my day off of university.
Yeah, we always have this long period of holiday between 6th and 7th semester.

A lot of my friends have been in their internship in some media.
I'm actually kind of jealous because I want that too.
But, after a long consideration, I realize that I'm still in my "day off" mood, after getting crazy in the last semester.
So, I decided not to apply anywhere indeed. I just want to enjoy my moment at home like a stupid jobless little lady.

But, I promise to myself that Me, Dhea, will send my application to many media on the last week of this month. Yes, yes, yes, I have to write it down so I will remember every words that I said.

Since it's the whole month off for me. I've spent my day going to the movies (twice in a row) and doing karaoke. That was really nice and fun since I did it with my family, just the 4 of us. I went a little crazy yesterday, when I had a chance to pick a song to sing in the karaoke booth. My favorite song is "Bohemian Rhapsody" from Queen. Well, that song is kindda has this awesome tune in it. From the slow start (when Mr. Freddy sing Mamaaaaa...) and reach this amaaaaziiiing beat in the middle to end (when he sing "So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye"). Yeaah, that is the sign when you have to start BANGING your head like a rock star and jump off of your couch.

I love the part when the choir sing too. You know...this part:

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango

Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me

(Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo
I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go
Let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go

Let me go (Will not let you go)

Let me go (Will not let you go) (Never, never, never, never)

Let me go, o, o, o, o
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Oh mama mia, mama mia) Mama Mia, let me go

Beelzebub has the devil put aside for me, for me, for me!

Complete Lyric:

I loooooove the Glee version of Bohemian Rhapsody too. Sooo baaaad. I think Jonathan Groff (the one who play Jesse StJames) has a super AMAZING VOICE. He sing like he has no range limit.

Oh, and I watch "Karate Kid" and "The A-Team" two days in a row. I become a fat lady with no work here. Help. Yeah, I ate two baskets of poppycorny like no one beside me. (My sister looked at me with her craving eyes, hahaha). Oh dear sister, poor you. You have this greedy and crazy old lady as your sister. Let me eaaaaatttt!!!! Nobody can stop meeeeee!!! Hahaha.

So, as a final conclusion, you will see more and more post on my blog as long as I am free like a mosquito. Because this is the only thing I could possibly do in my whole month "day off" time. And of course, watching World Cup match on TV! Still waiting for the first Spanish match though. Yeaah, last group, so they have like the last day of showing their skill on TV.

Hasta Luego, everybody!!
I'm out for now.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Grandma's Picture

Found these old Grandma's pictures.

Very Victorian and Antique.
It was taken after she was landed at the harbor.

Hat>> Mum's
White T-shirt>> Matahari
Plaid Oversize Dress>> Vintage
Boots>> Dad's

Hahahaha. Just Kidding. That is the plot that comes up in my mind when I see these pictures. Honestly, I don't really like the style but whatever. I like them better after I edited them.

By the way, after the last post (the one that talked about "The Haters"), fortunately, most of my friends have given me a lot of nice words. So, from now on, I don't really want to think about people who don't like what I do anymore. I prefer to take the love and support from people who really appreciate my work.
Love you guys.

Oh, and the "mama puss" has finally gave birth to 4 cute little kittens. I really wanna take a picture of them but I'm afraid I disturb their sleep. So, this pictures are not really clear, but you can see how small and cute they are! I have SEVEN cats now! Hurray!!!

Mama Puss is sleeping...While the kids are busy searching for Mama's milk...

More close up..

Just wanna share you one more photo..I can't stand for this cuteness..Isn't she cute? actually, he is not a she, but I resist to see that fact because her face is just sooooo beautiful. I love Hachiko sooooo muuuucchh!!!