Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Who Am I?

I am not Spider-man.
I wish I were.
At least I wanna have one kind of super power, whether it is being invisible or a time traveler.

Then, who the hell am I?
What do I wanna do?
Or, in life?
The future?

Who am I?
That's the thing I still can't figure out.
People at the same age of me, they already know what they want.
They want to be a singer, an actor, a fashion stylist, a comedian, a vet, a doctor, or just being a dreamer.
But me?
I'm stuck here inside my little bubble.
Trying to figure out what exactly I WANT to do.

Right now, all I can feel is just a lot of pressure and negativity.
From me, from my shitty life, from Him that I should respect, from my own mind.
Just lonely and negative.
But, when it's time for me to get out of this bubble.
I can't and I won't.
It has a great power of sucking me back in.
That bubble.
Blame it to that bubble.
I am innocent.
The bubble did all wrong.

Fuck it.

I want to be a singer.
I want to be an actor.
I want to be a fashion stylist.
I want to be a vet.
I want to safe animals.
I want to be a sport journalist.
I want to be a dreamer forever.


I want it all.
Yeah, I want it all.
I said it.
I wanna be just like those on the list.

I want to be free.
Just be free.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

New Jessie J!!

New music video - Who's Laughing Now

(Hope I can sing this song to all the people who have doubts on me one day. Haha)

Highly Anticipated New Single - Domino

(Cool & light song with powerful voice from miss J. Really like it.)

Monday, August 22, 2011

Just Listen to Cameron Mitchell

He has an amazing voice.
Very clear, unique, and authentic.
Glad to hear someone in Youtube commented that he will be cast in Glee Season 3.
He deserves it, I guess.

Just listen to some of his works, okay.
It makes my day happier and more relax.
Hope it will give you guys the same effect too.

Just think his hair looks great shorter like in this "Clarity" video..

Damn, he was sooo good when he sang this song.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

I'm Thirsty..But, Hey, We Meet Again!!

I am thirsty. Literally.
Fasting here.
But, whatever..

Long time no see.
Long time no write.
I said I would go back to my blog ASAP after I finished getting my degree.
But hey. I am a liar.

The fact that I don't have a camera right now makes me sick.
Really. (Remember? I broke my camera. And still no fixing yet.)
I can't take any picture.
Really. Really Suck.
My mom promise she will buy a new camera for me.
But, it's not a cheap thing, right?
So, we currently saving our money to buy new camera here.
Hopefully I can buy it soon. Keep my fingers cross!!

But, on the bright side.
I got a very good score in my mini-thesis presentation. Yaaaay!!
Finally, it's finish. I am done. I get my degree.

I am currently enjoying my 'no-work' self at home.
No job, no money, no boyfriend, no everything.
Just me, myself, and my cats.
Oh, and my laptop and internet.

I haven't thought about my next step yet (I mean about finding a job).
Should think about it soon.
My mom keep pushing me.
Thx mom.
I still think about taking a job in fashion field or journalism field.
I wanna be a fashion or sport journalist.
But, I'm thinking I really wanna take some short courses too, you know.
Like singing, dancing, or cooking.
Maybe in the future I can be a Chef. Haha.
Who knows I maybe can be a devilish partner for Che f Gordon Ramsey from Hell's Kitchen, hahaha. (No way. With my high blood pressure, I think I'm gonna die in there, ^^).

But hey,
at least I'm writing again.
That's a good sign.
Just wait patiently till I buy a new camera, okay??

Oh, and I am enjoying my off day with 2NE1 music beside me.
They are really cool.