Thursday, December 20, 2012

2013 Resolution

I was a girl without a goal.
For a long time.
I hate setting any target, because it sucks when you fail to achieve it.
I hate making promises that I will break in the future.
So, I always let it flow.
See how the way it goes.

But this year, I've been through a lot.
The ups and downs with my health, job, family, and emotional problems.

Just so you know, I'm a flat person.
I don't like conflict.
I don't like change.
So, my life is pretty monotonous for the last 23 years.
No big drama.

But, all of the sudden, those events came to my life without any announcement.
I was being pushed to give up all because of what happened to me.
I was being pushed to pay more attention to myself, my family, and what's going in my surrounding.

I still have a hard time adjusting what's happening in my life.
I still have a hard time accepting my condition right now.
I still have a hard time handling my emotion.
I still have a hard time figuring out what I wanna do and I wanna be.
I still have a hard time absorbing any kind of criticism that people give me.
I still have a hard time balancing my life.
I still have a hard time living a healthy life.
I still have a hard time making a good connection with my parents.

I am not perfect.
I make mistakes.
I live in fear of disappointing my family everyday of my life.
I live in fear of failure when so many people expect me to be better than who I am right now.
I live in fear that I'm gonna die useless.

I live in fear...for that long.

But I am a human being.
Just like any other human, I learn everyday.
I learn from my mistakes.
I learn from what already happen to my life.

The bad, the good, everything.
Those are the things that shapes my life, that makes me who I really am today.
It's not perfect.
It's not all glitz and glam.
But, I am eager to make amends.
To change my whole perspective.
Even adding some new principles.
And let go of my ego.

Next year, my wish is simple.

"I wanna be healthier, happier, and better as a person."

May God give me the way.


Dheyzhere ✚

Monday, December 17, 2012

STYLE CRUSH: Minzy's Purple Hair!! ♡♡

I don't understand.
What's up with all the hate?
She looks cool with the purple hair.
The pixie cut is fresher too.
So, no need to hate, right?
It looks so stylish anyway.

She looks stylish here, right?

✿ Dheyzhere ✿

MUSIC VIDEO: Bad Boy is Hard to Resist!!

These are the stories of good girls meet bad boys.
The girls knew from the beginning that these boys would bring so much trouble.
But, those boys show love that the girls haven't seen before.
Huge love that make the girls blind and forget that their relationship will definitely end in a bad bad way.
But, hey, you live just once. So, why not trying?

They have the craziest time of their lives.
They own the world together.
No one can separate them.
They break rules, they steal stuff, they ruin other people's life.
And, they are happy.
So happy that they forget this relationship is so destructive towards them both.
Until the boys get bored and finally realize that the girls are not worth it anymore.
They need another things to make their lives interesting.
Another journey, another women.
Not tied in any stupid relationship.

So they left.
They finally left the girls in the darkest place.
In a very bad shape.
The girls cry hard.
Don't wanna lose the boys.
But, it was all too late.
They already left.
With the new direction.
Left those girls behind.
With tears and anger.
So, the hunch is true, then.
The boys would bring so much trouble.
Now, the end is here.
It's finally coming.
The girls can only sob for their stupidity, naive decision, and faith that true love was still exist.
But, apparently, it's not.


These music videos pretty much shares the same storylines. I love them even they are dark and supposed to be disturbing. Loving a bad boy is something that women would love to try to do. Well, at least I wanna try it once in my life. Haha. I love the concept and I love the grunge + 90s vibes theme of these three MV. So, enjoy these f*cking stupid love story that will always happen till the end of the world!!!


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

STYLE CRUSH: White Cut-Out Dress!! ♥♥

Sooo, it's true!
Many fashion critics already predict that white is gonna be huge in Spring 2013.
Designers like Alexander Wang, Victoria Beckham, or Rag & Bone incorporate this color into their designs at Fashion Week a couple months ago.

You know what, the trend comes early though.
It's still winter, but many celebs are enjoying this trend already.
Not just a plain white color on the dress.
Many of them put the extra edge.
What's that??
The Cut-Out!!
Yess, plain white dress maybe boring and out-of-date.
So, the "cut-out accent" definitely add some edge into the dress.
I first realized this trend when Kim K wore this quirky dress by Stephan Rolland in an event in Kuwait, about a week ago.
Then, I saw Rihanna wore the exact same trend on stage when she sang for The X Factor UK Season 9 Finals.
When you see Rihanna wore the trend, no need to say more.
It's gonna be huge!!
I promise. ;p

But, you know what, watch out with all those cut-outs that you have on the dress.
It can be tricky, though.
It can makes you a sexy girl or turn you into a fashion criminal.

The cut-out is going to reveal most part of your body.
So, choose wisely which part you wanna share with the public and where you wanna put the cut-out.
Because, when you put them wrong oooor you do it too much, it can be a huge disaster.
For real!

Anyway, the verdict is here.
The white cut-out dress is definitely a "must-have" item for us, ladies!!!
Buy some, wear some for your holiday!

Singer, Cassie, is looking fierce with her white cut-out dress for LAVO event
in Las Vegas.

Rihanna wore Alexander Wang SS '13 dress while performing on X Factor. ^^

Mischa Barton at Britain Women for Women Gala, March 2012. ^^

The incredibly stylist, Chloe Sevigny, rocking this trend at MoMA
event. The black ankle boots added an extra edge to her look.
♥ her to death!! ^^

Kim K at Million of Milkshake event in Kuwait. Yay or Nay? ^^

Taylor Swift is in loove with this trend.
She wore this beautiful J.Mendel dress with the side cut-outs at ACM Awards this year.

She, then, wear the more casual version of the cut-out dress for the Radio 1
event. ^^

Nicole Richie is a true fashionista. Why? Because she already
wear this trend a year ago. She looked stunning here with her
red lipstick. Super fierce!! ^^

She also wore this 1920s inspired dress by Jason Wu, the same year.^^

Jaime King is trully becoming our new fashion sweetheart this year.
She shows us many beautiful looks on red carpets.
She isn't afraid to take risk, either, like in my previous post when she dyed
her hair blue. ^^

This is supermodel, Anja Rubik.
What was she thinking? Wearing that super high slit??
She is a supermodel for God sake.
Never left you undies behind, please!
For me, this look is really unflattering and too much. ^^

Diane Kruger look stunning in Cushnie et Ochs Spring 2013 dress at GQ
Men of The Year Party last November.


Wednesday, December 5, 2012

The F*cking Motherboard and The Awesome Eye Necklace...!!

Finally, I can turn my laptop on.
Well, it took me 30 minutes to make it alive.
I could probably even do a Gangnam Style dance for 100 times while waited for my laptop to be alive.
It's the motherboard, man.
You don't mess with the motherboard.
It's like the king of your every gadget.
It even has a "mother" in its name.
See, every words that start with 'mother' have an absolute power and control to their universe.
Just say it...Mother-Earth, Mother-Nature, My-Mother.
Yess, the last one.
Don't even dare to make her mad.
So, it's basically working like your brain.
When it ruin, your every things don't even work.
So, I guess I can say my laptop is in a critical condition right now.
If he is a human (yes, I prefer my laptop as a guy), he will probably be on the bed unconsciously with infusion, needles all over his body, and the "beep-beep" thing around him.
Hope my mom will buy me a new laptop soon.

Well, on the good side, I just bought this awesome necklace.
I think this is the most random thing I've ever bought.
But I like it soooooo much.
It's really really cool.
It has this huge eyeball in the middle of it.
Aaaaah, I wanna say it again.
I f*cking love it.

Eye Neclace by JIRAVE Ducan

See ya,

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Still Feeling Grungy!!

Look, man.
Don't blame me for being obsessed with these beanies and vest.
The more look at them, the more I feel the 90s vibe inside me.
I also adore how Rihanna, Rita Ora, and Miley Cyrus rocking this style.
So, I'll probably look grungy all the time right now.
Till the mood is gone.


Beanie - Somewhere in Bogor
T-shirt - Dad's
Slit Skirt - Vintage
Wedges - Fladeo
Bag - Dad's
Tribal Vest - Modify

By the way, just found out about this couple days ago.
And I'm instantly in love with them.
(Blame "Raising Hope" for this!!)
So, they are Martha Plimpton and River Phoenix.
Martha Plimpton is Jimmy's super duper' crazy,cool, and random' mother in "Raising Hope".
And River Phoenix? Goshh, he was like superstar back then.
He was handsome, talented, and super cool.
He was like this 'hard-to-get' bad boy kinda type.
You know, like Johnny Depp or Ezra Miller in this era.
With his messy hair and good innocent acting, aaaah, my heart just melt.
It's too bad that he died too soon (at 23). T.T
Because I believe, if he was still here, he would be one of the best actors in our time, just like his (also) talented brother, Joaquin Phoenix.
I'm planning on reading more about this couple next time.
(And I already downloaded River's movie with Keanu Reeves, "My Own Private Idaho)
I'm surely gonna talk about them in my next post.
Because I think they are this unique couple --where people don't expect them to be together but the fact that they are together make people love or hate them ;p -- and have a really rad style.
Love Martha's style in late 80s and early 90s, btw.

Uber Cool Couple!! ^

That's it.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Aiiih..I'm So Jealous to Yuna Zarai

I mean, come oooon...
She's living her dream.
Touring around US.
Working with brilliant people like Pharrell.
Singing in some of the coolest shows, like Conan and Carson Daly.
Attending Savages premiere.
(Waiiiit, did that means that she met Aaron Johnson and Taylor Kitsch there?? Oh noooo...!!)
Having the coolest outfits eveeeer.
(The shoes, oh my GOD. Droooliiiiiing!!!)
Touring with Allen Stone. (Whaaat??)
This girl is blessed.
Gud luck, Yuna!
Make Asia proud. 


Friday, November 9, 2012

I Want Someone Who Care

"I Know You Care"

Clinging to me
Like a last breath you would breathe
You were like home to me
I don't recognize the street

Please don't close your eyes

Don't know where to look without them
Outside the cars speed by
I never heard them until now

I know you care

I know it is always been there
But there's trouble ahead, I can feel it
You are just saving yourself when you hide it

Yeah, I know you care

I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin
And I know you care

I used to run down the stairs

To the door and I thought you were there
Do you shape through the comfort of us
Two lovers loved out of love

Oh, but I know you care

I know it is always been there
But there's trouble ahead, I can feel it
You are just saving yourself when you hide it

Yeah, I know you care

I see it in the way you stare
As if there was trouble ahead and you knew it
I'll be saving myself from the ruin

And know it wasn't always wrong

But I've never known a winter so cold
Now I don't warm my hands in your coat
But I still hope

'Cause this is how things ought to have been

And I know the worst of it wasn't all that it seemed
Why can't I dream
Why can't I dream

'Cause I know you care

And I know you care
I know you care
I know you care
I know it's always been there 


Wednesday, November 7, 2012

My Obsession Towards Rihanna Continues...

This is her latest "Behind The Scenes Package Shoots" for her new album "Unapologetic" which will be released on Nov. 19th, 2012.

I honestly can't wait for this album.
Really really wanna hear all song, especially her collaboration with Chris Brown.
The song, "Nobody's Business" sounds more like Chris' style, but I like it.
I like the beat.
And I also heard a couple sneak peaks of her new songs.
Dunno why, but IMO, some of the songs have Beyonce's flavor in it.
But still, can't hardly wait. 


Monday, November 5, 2012

My CL T's!!

It's finally arrived.
My CL T-shirt.

Photo by Me, Editing with Photoscape


Denim Vest -> Gift from Auntie
CL T-shirt -> Oh! Hardpop
Leggings -> Mum's
Kitty Flats -> Decimal Shoes
Oxford Shoes -> Jersey Lacey
Blue Transparent Satchel Bag -> Somewhere in Bogor
Beanie -> Somewhere in Bogor


Thursday, November 1, 2012

STYLE CRUSH: These "To-Die-For" Necklaces

Hunter's Wife Necklace by Gili Doliner


Statement Necklace by AMBUSH x G-Dragon  ^^

G-Dragon wore it in his CRAYON MV ^^

Pyramid Gem Stone Neclace by MAWI ^^

Solange Knowles wore it. ^^

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Jalan-Jalan daaaaan Jadi Korban Henry Holland..!!!!

Jadi, buat membalas ketidakhadiran saya saat 7 bulanan ibu Wigianti Sabtu lalu di rumahnya, kita akhirnya janjian ketemuan hari Minggu buat makan sushi di Sushi Stationnya Mas Dimas Danang (penyiar Prambors itu). 
Atas ide sodari Ade Erna yang sangat berkarakter itu tentunya.

Kebetulan tempatnya deket. (Yaa deket rumah bumil maksudnya.)
Kalo dr Bojong sih yaaa tetep jauuuh.

Biarpun udh ada gosip kalo tuh tempat sushi lagi tutup mulu karna alesan yg ga jelas, kita tetep nekat ke sana.

Eeeh, taunya pas sampe Kalibata City bener aja si sushinye tutup.
Jadilah kita ke food court-nya saja.
Bahkan tadinya sempet mau karaokean aja.
Tapi karena urusan perut itu lebih penting jadilah kita makan dulu.
Ternyata tempatnya cozy dan sepi.
Enak kalo sama pacar.
(Kayak Dea Imut yg lg nongkrong brg pacarnya.)
Beneraaan, saya ngeliat Dea Imut looh.
Setelah pesen makanan kita keasyikan ngobrol.
Maklum ibu2.
Ga sadar sampe jam 5 sore.
Abis itu foto2 seru sendiri.
And...batal sudah rencana karaokean kita.
Emang ya cewe kalo udh rumpi susah ngeremnya.

Yah pokoknya, ngobrol2 ini terbukti efektif bikin saya lupa sama sakit kepala saya barang sejenak.

Kita jalan lagi ya kawan ntar2.
Tolong yah itu Ibu Ade koordinator diplanning lagi selanjutnya kita mau kemana.

Eh iya, karna lg obsessed bgt sm Henry Holland, terus saya jalannya pake outfit ala ala Henry Holland gitu ceritanya. Dengan button-up shirt, rolled-up skinny jeans, oxford shoes, daaaan beanie. Kalo ini katanya kaya GD-nya Bigbang. Hahaha.

 Photos by: Ade Erna 
Thx loh Mba Ade!! :3

Beanie>> Somewhere in Bogor
Shirt>> Grande FO
Jeans>> Sista's
Mini Leather Backpack>> Dad's
Oxford Lacey Shoes>> Jersey Lacey

Banci foto bareng Nadia, Mba Ade, dan Bumil. ^^

Bully terus Nadiaaa!! Ayooo!

Eh iya, ada kabar kece satu lagi.
Kan dari kemaren saya udh bilang kalo lagi obses bgt sama Styled to Rock.
Terus abis selese nonton finale-nya kemaren, saya baru tau kalo Madam Jacqueline yang jadi juara 3 ternyata asal Jakarta loooh.

Terus saya sapa dia lewat twitter
Dan dia bales aja loh.
Star struck nih saya.

Kapan2 saya interview aaaah.

Nih buktinyaaa!