Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Manusia Hanya Mencari Masalah dalam Hidup

Kalo dipikir-pikir, manusia intinya emang cuma mencari masalah aja dalam hidup. Iya kan??

Coba deh pikir..
Coba kalo kita ga pergi ke sekolah, kita ngga akan ketemu sama yang namanya ujian, PR, atau guru yang nyebelin. Kalo kita ga pergi kerja tentu aja kita terhindar dari tingkat stress tinggi, bos yang nyari kesalahan kita terus, jabatan yang begitu-begitu aja, atau gaji yang ngga naik2.
Atau coba kalo kita ngga masuk kampus, kita ngga perlu kan ngeluarin uang mahal buat bayar kampus tiap semester, ngga usah mikirin nilai2 kita setiap akhir UAS sambil dagdigdug takut ngga lulus, atau ngga usah ikut kepanitiaan yang bisa nyedot pikiran sama kesabaran kita.

Sebenarnya, apa sih yang kita cari sebagai manusia? Kadang gue mikir, selama ini kita kerja, sekolah, dan ikut kegiatan2 lainnya, (pada dasarnya) cuma buat jadi "manusia yang lebih baik". Baik di sini menurut siapa??

Yah pastinya lagi2 menurut masyarakat pada umumnya. Semua orang orientasinya mengejar pengakuan buat dirinya, prestise, atau penghargaan. Semakin tinggi jabatan kita, semakin respect orang sama kita. Semakin tinggi sekolah kita, semakin orang percaya kalo kita mampu. Semakin banyak kegiatan yang kita ikutin semakin percaya juga orang akan kemampuan kita.

Tapi, apa cuma itu dasarnya?? Kenapa kita, sebagai manusia yang hidup cuma sekali di dunia ini, harus selalu hidup terpaku sama nilai2 yang sudah ditentukan oleh masyarakat?? Kenapa kita ngga bisa hidup bebas sesuka kita tanpa ada pandangan aneh atau komentar sinis dari orang lain??

Kadang gue cape harus akting ngejalanin hidup ini sebagai orang baik yang selalu berusaha memuaskan hati orang2 disekeliling gue. Gue pengen banget tanpa ada beban pikirian melakukan semua hal yang gue mau. Tanpa di-judge, tanpa dikomentarin, tanpa dinilai.

Intinya, gue cuma pengen bebas dan bahagia. Sekali aja dalam hidup gue.

Kenapa hidup manusia itu rumit??

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Anyway, I have my new list of what movies that I really wanna watch lately:

1. 500 Days of Summer


Picture: www.google.com

Cast: Zooey Deschanel, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Matthew Gray Gubler
Director: Marc Webb

The story goes..
After it looks as if she's left his life for good this time, Tom Hansen reflects back on the just over one year that he knew Summer Finn. Despite being physically average in almost every respect, Summer had always attracted the attention of men, Tom included. For Tom, it was love at first sight when she walked into the greeting card company where he worked, she the new administrative assistant. Soon, Tom knew that Summer was the woman with whom he wanted to spend the rest of his life. Although Summer did not believe in relationships or boyfriends - in her assertion, real life will always ultimately get in the way - Tom and Summer became more than just friends. Through the trials and tribulations of Tom and Summer's so-called relationship, Tom could always count on the advice of his two best friends, McKenzie and Paul. However, it is Tom's adolescent sister, Rachel, who is his voice of reason. After all is said and done, Tom is the one who ultimately has to make the choice to listen or not.

Source: www.imdb.com

Why I should watch it?
First of all, you know I'm the biggest fan of MGG aka. Matthew Gray Gubler. I know he can act and he has such a good sense of humour. And also, the other cast are brilliant too. So, that my first reason why I should watch it. Second of all, I know that this movie has a quirky plot and story line. That makes me want to watch it more.


2. Adam


Picture: www.google.com

Cast: Hugh Dancy, Rose Byrne
Director: Max Mayer

The story goes..
Soon after moving in, Beth, a brainy, beautiful writer damaged from a past relationship encounters Adam, the handsome, but odd, fellow in the downstairs apartment whose awkwardness is perplexing. Beth and Adam's ultimate connection leads to a tricky relationship that exemplifies something universal: truly reaching another person means bravely stretching into uncomfortable territory and the resulting shake-up can be liberating. Written by Fox Searchlight Pictures

Source: www.imdb.com

Why I should watch it?
I love watching actor with some disabilities. Not that I'm a psycho or what, haha. But, I think when an actor play a role with disabilities or with multiple personalities, they will either great or sucks. Because those kindda role need some extra ability for the actor to send the message or the charisma to the audience. Like when I watch "What's Eating Gilbert's Grape?", I saw Leonardo DiCaprio witha such talent delivered a very good acting as an autistic boy. Or when I watch Criminal Minds. I saw James Van Der Beek and jackson rathbone played guys who have multiple personalities. They delivered it very well so I could feel the change of themselves. So, can't wait to see how Hugh Dancy gives us the right impression of Adam.


3. My Sister's Keeper


Picture: www.google.com

Cast: Cameron Diaz, Jason Patric, Abigail Breslin, Sofia Vassilieva, Evan Ellingson
Director:Nick Cassavetes

The story goes..
Conceived by means of in vitro fertilization, Anna Fitzgerald (Abigail Breslin) was brought into the world to be a genetic match for her older sister, Kate (Sofia Vassilieva), who suffers from acute promyelocytic leukemia. Because of her sister's dependency on her, Anna is unable to live the life she wants; in and out of the hospital constantly, she cannot take part in extracurricular activities such as cheerleading or soccer. When Kate turns 13 she goes into renal failure. Knowing that she will have to donate one of her kidneys to her sister, Anna sues her parents for medical emancipation and the rights to her own body. Attorney Campbell Alexander (Alec Baldwin) agrees to work for Anna pro bono. The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail the strong relationship between Kate and Anna, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives. Before the result of the case is known, it is revealed that Kate had asked Anna to file for medical emancipation. Believing that she would not survive the surgery, Kate wants to die. Anna wins the case, and due to her sister's wishes does not donate her kidney. Kate later dies at the hospital. The family moves on with their lives, being changed by Kate's death, but every year on Kate's birthday they go to Montana, which was her favorite place in the world.

Source: www.imdb.com

Why I should watch it?
I always love family movies. They always give us some values of life and also make us cry like a baby, haha. And, after I watched its behind the scene on E!, I think this movie can gives aus those stuff too. And the brilliant casts are also my top reason. I really wanna see "GOOD" Jason Patric as a father. Because I watched him in "Downloading Nancy", and he creeps me out. He was soooo evil there. So, he change the role here. can't wait to see it.

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PICTURE OF THE DAY


Glasses/Kacamata: Ray Ban Wayfarer
T-shirt/Kaos: DIY Shredded
Leggings: random
Blazer: Mum's
Shoes/Sepatu: Dad's


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By the way, my diet program is ruinning again because of this delicious pizza. Amazing that we could order 2 taste of pizza in (just) one pan. So, I order tropicana pizza (all fruits with cheese) and my sister orders Italian pizza (consist all-kind of cheese)..Amazing, huh??


This pizza beat me..^___^


Thursday, July 23, 2009

I MOTIVATE ME



"To love yourself right now, just as you are, is to give yourself heaven. Don't wait until you die. If you wait, you die now. If you love, you live now."


~ Alan Cohen



PICTURE OF THE DAY



Jaket: Kochi Shop, Mangga Dua
Zippered Dress: Yuan, Mangga Dua
Cut Out Stocking: DIY
Ankle Boots: Belle

Sunday, July 19, 2009

STOP IT!!!!



We don't Need Another Bomb..

Saturday, July 11, 2009

TANTE HUMAS KEMBALI BERKOAR

Wahai anak2 berbakat di luar sana..
Daripada otaknya nganggur mending ikutan lomba film dan fotografi yang diadain BEM UI..

LIFIDENTRA 2009

Punya kamera??Punya handycam?
Ga punya??Punya mulut kan??Bisa pinjem dong..^_^



Syarat dan ketentuannya gampang banget..Tinggal buka aja blog Lifidentra 2009 di:

http://lifidentraui2009.blogspot.com

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Michael Jackson Final Memorial

Sad, deep, emotional, big..

4 words that I use to describe that MJ Final Memorial..

Aside from all the controversy surrounding that final moment, I give all my pray to his family, esp. for his three children..

"I just wanted to say ... ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine. And I just wanted to say I love him ... so much"

Paris Michael, MJ's 11 years old daughter

Those are the deepest moment for me that happened that night..


Courtesy of www.huffingtonpost.com

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Ibu-Ibu..Mari Berbelanja Bersama Real Madrid

Cuma satu kata yang bisa gue bilang buat "kegiatan" belanja Real Madrid kali ini..
WUEDEEEH..Mantap tenan..
Sekitar Rp4 Triliun digelontorin sama Pa Florentino Perez buat ngewujutin cita2nya bikin Los Galacticos Season II..(Kaya Cinta Fitri aja pake season2an..^_^)

Pertama, dia beli Kaka..
Kedua, dia beli CR7
Ketiga, dia beli Albiol (who makes my heart soooo melting..hwahahahaha..sadar Dhea sadar..ayangmu disitu..)
Keempat, dia beli lagi Benzema..














































Belum cukup, katanya bapa itu juga masih ngincer Xabi Alonso sama Frank Ribery..
Bisa2 Real Madrid jadi kampung atlet ya..orang tadi pagi aja gue baca koran, katanya, biasanya dalam satu tim bola itu cuma ada sekitar 25 pemain..Tapi,
sekarang Madrid punya 35 pemain..Hahaha..
Katanya sih itu bikin mereka mau cuci gudang alias ngejualin sekitar 10 pemainnya yg ga bakal jadi pemeran utama di Los Galacticos Season II, termasuk 5 pemain Belanda yang selama musim kemarin (sebenernya ga jelek2 amat juga mainnya) dianggap kurang maksimal..

Kalo menurut gue sebagai fans madrid sedari SMP..Gue sih fine-fine aja ya..Secara kualitas pemain yang dibeli sama Pa Florentino dahsyat punya (gaya ngomong gue semakin kaya tukang elektronik diglodok)..Apalagi, mata tante yang kesepian ini juga semakin tersegarkan dengan bibit2 muda itu..hahahahahaha..(bang Karim kan Islam tuh, udah bang tinggal seserahan sama ijab kabul aja sah ko bang..wehehehehe..najis ternajis najis..)..

Tapi, dilain pihak, sebagai manusia waras (bisa juga gue waras), gue rasa aga keterlaluan juga duit 4triliun itu dikeluarin cuma buat beli 4 pemain..Apalagi katanya di Spanyol juga lagi parah2nya kena dampak krisis dan banyak pengangguran..Yah, jadi kaya orang kaya yang ga mijek bumi aja..Belanja hambur2 ditengah orang pada susah..

Udah gitu, nyokap gue juga akhirnya turun tangan ngasih prediksi..padahal dia ga ngerti bola sama sekali..Katanya nih pemain bintang ga jaminan Madrid bakal sukses musim depan..Apalagi kalo pemain2 itu egois mainnya, tambah susah aja ngaturnya..Emang ada benernya juga sih kata2 nyokap gue..

Tapi kan intinya semua ini dilakukan supaya Madrid jadi lebih positif,,Nah..gue sebagai salah satu fans mereka cuma bisa berharap tujuan positif itu bakal membawa hasil yang postif juga..

Oia..Buat RCTI..Pliiiiissss..Tayangin La Liga lagi ya musim depan..Aku sangat berharap padamu..Hahahaha..

Anyway, ini bagian gue cerita ttg diri gue sendiri dulu..
Liburan ini untuk pertama kalinya gue ngerasa ga kaya liburan..Soalnya banyak banget urusan yang harus diselesain..Tapi, gue mau belajar kaya Jason Mraz yang seluruh hidupnya dibawa santai dan positif..Energi positif dia kerasa banget kan???

Lately I am sooo lazy to take some pics for my blog..Don't know why..Just lazy..But finally I took some pics yesterday even with some bad qualities..Hahaha..Hip hip hurraaa everyone..

I get crazy all the time..
PEACE,,

PICTURE OF THE DAY



















































































































Hat: Mom's
Necklace: DIY
Top: cottonink
Printed Leggings: Mom's
Gold Shoes: Cheap stuff
bag: Mom's
Bracelet: from a necklace, Random
Glasses: Manggadua

Monday, June 15, 2009

Here I Come For...(Nothing)

Today I had an interview for an internship..
The place that I really want was full
So, they offered me another place..
But, I didn't take it though..

What can I say??
Life cannot always go as well as you want..
Che triste?? Si, molto molto, and felt so sorry for mio padre who had been accompanied me all day long..He must have been so tired..

So, after that tired morning, me and my father decided to go to a mall in Bogor..Just to refresh my head and my brain..
Then I bought a huge glass of iced chocolate full of whipped cream plus one big glaze doughnut..Hmmm..Yummy..
After I felt enough of those food..I met my sister with her friend at the movies there..Then we went together to a book store..I bought this beautiful novel by Tanti Susilawati called "Goloso Geloso"..
Yes, I bought that novel perche mi piace molto Italia..and after I read few pages I already fell in love with Chicco (the main character in the novel)..


Found these amazing rainfall little lamps in the mall..

Fuuuhh..What I really want right now is just laying down on my bed, reading my new novel, and then falling asleep without knowing it..

Come..come..a new day..

Picture of The Day

For the interview I wear this:


Dress: vintage
Vest: Dad's
Thights: Mangga dua
Sneakers: Spotec (Dad's)
Bangles: random